moon=lighting the darkness???

morning....=>assalamualaikum..

ward round with Dr. SB Tan (palliative doctor)

Dr: ok, we still have a time...u can present ur case (look at me)...let me ask u a few of question about ur patient..owh, before that, what's ur name?

me : kamariah

Dr : kamariah....kamariah...hurm..what's the meaning of kamariah?

me : moon

Dr ; moon??why moon?? what is in the moon that relate with u in your life??it is any effect the meaning of moon with u??

me :hee...i'm not sure la doc..

Dr : it is u radiate ur light to the people surrounding u??

me : hehe...i dont know...maybe..=>

Dr : then, why moon??why ur name must be the meaning of moon..

dlm hati...aisy doctor nie...bnyk lak tanya dia...apa aku nak jawap nie..

me : hurm...myb the moon will give the light in the dark...ngeh~~~~

Dr : owh, u means lighting the darkness la....owh...that's good...then, later u can come to joint us...our patient always in the darkness, then, u can give ur light 2 them...so, they will b happy..

me :..hee~~~insyaAllah

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then...bile da hbs sesi soal jawap pasal maksud nama aku, bru Dr. tanya pasal patient...boleh la jawap skt2, even dia kata aku da breaking eye contact ngan dia...ala doc, cmn la aku nak maintain eye contact untuk masa yg lame...

pastu sesi muhasabah diri sendiri...bagus gak soalan doktor 2...whats in the moon that relate with u in ur life??radiate ur light 2 the people surrounding u?lighting the darkness??

23 years already...but...what i have done in my life??it is i already radiate my light to the people surrounding me??it is I give light for them in the dark??it is I bring them out from the darkness??..it is I do my work well as a 'Khalifah'??it is I really as a ''khaira ummati"??

hurm...surat cinta say...

"Aku hendak menjadikan Khalifah di muka bumi ini..." (Al-Baqarah:30)

"Kamu umat Islam, adalah umat yang terbaik yang dilahirkan untuk umat manusia, kerana kamu menyuruh kepada yang ma'ruf dan mencegah kepada yang mungkar, dan yang beriman kepada Allah."(Ali-Imran:110)

it is I done my work well??...ya Allah, help me for me to help my self n help others..

kuatkan langkahku ya allah...temani aku dalam setiap langkahku...ameen

wassalam..